I feel you 1000%. I run a WB group. I burn out ever sixth months. The THINGS I start imagining it’s time to do scare me. Trauma after trauma after trauma - so I get it. I support that. Don’t even look - they are for the non-believers anyway. The ones who say "it’s just a few; most survive police encounters." Uh huh - they can go *)&*(($^&!.